Tuesday, January 31, 2006
went over to sher's place tday. took a 174 down from town. long ride la i swear. sit until butt ache. reached boon lay and met up with them. but they left for her place first cos girlfriend was gonna be late so i waited for her and we headed down together after that.
just slacked around her place and played cards. i shld nvr gamble ever again. my luck this year seriously sucks. i need to do good deeds. i need a change of luck already. sighs. it sucks la okie. i lost like 12bucks la. thats mad!
din know girlfriend's so terrified of dogs la. was walking her out tday when this dog just wanna block our pathway! imagine if i let her walk out alone, she'll stand there alone and nvr reach the bus stop! then some maid came to pull the dog away so yeah. haha i still find it funny. sorry darling. hahaha.
i'm hungry leh still. the mee siam over at sher's place so yummy. i ate like so much la.
then then then then. yanzi yati mw and i cabbed down to esplanade! went over to marina sq where fishie joined us. bought makan and as soon as we walked out from ms towards esplanade, FIREWORKS ERUPTED LA! we all started screaming. so cool ehhh. i took a few piccs. i love fireworks. it makes me smile, like heeeelll. hee (:
then after we just went emo-ing at esplanade merlion there la. some kids just wanna blow stupid bubbles at our faces la while we were eating!! dammit can. then we moved over to the area opposite clifford pier there and just talked talked talked till we realised we sat there for so long that we had to go catch last train! ahhH~~! hahaha. alright madness.
so yeah im back home. 2nd day of cny went like that. silly day. went esplanade twice. aftnn so empty, at night packed like crazy cos of the fireworks. but the company was good. thankiew guys!
im still hungryy. i shld stop here. too long already.
no sch till thursday. can u just feel my heart jumping? HEE!
time to delete my winamp la. it keeps hanging. tmd. alright that was so random.
shan hu hai is stuck in my mind. although i dont know what it means, but it sounds like a good emo song. and i love it. hehs.
thats all!
tata peeps.
1:20 AM
caught
30th Jan 2006
1:40pm
i'm a loner
location: cineleisure's galilee + friends
people present: me myself & i
accompanied with: soup + strawberry orange smoothie

paper and pencil in hand, i note down my thoughts.
trained down to city hall, decided to take a walk @ esplanade but gave up soon after due to the scorching sun. what was i thinking going there at sucha time?! but then again, was i really thinking right? plus i was in my long sleeve shirt which din help one bit la.
i think of you as i look out the window. sighs. not a very great view with buildings blocking.

how i wish i go someplace far, someplace where i'll be alone, with the stars, moon, sand and sea. let the waves wash my tears, the moonlight shine on me to take away my sorrows.
thought i was over it. thought i could handle everything that came my way but i guess i over estimated myself. i'm not strong, and i'm just getting weaker.
i wanna run away,
far away. ):
1:03 AM
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
xin nian kuai le
everyone.
money money money. hee. (:
BYE.
You can't hide your lyin' eyes
And your smile is a thin disguise
I thought by now you'd realize
There ain't no way to hide you lyin' eyes
9:13 PM
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
I'm all geared up for CNY!
Got my clothes ready,
my hair neatly trimmed,
yes yes it was getting too messy, I couldn't take it so I went to get it snipped,
and my room is all cleared together with 2 stalks of pretty gerberas (: Pink and orange. Too pretty.
I can just smell the money,
can you?
HEE!
Heh heh. Reunion dinner tonight.
Plenty good food awaits.
Can't wait man. So hungry!
There's pasta, salad, steak, fish!
Yes, we're going western this year.
Won't keep my hopes too high,
just pray for the best (:
Alright alright, I should go since I have nothing left to say. Yawns.
Good day and xin nian kuai le to you ppl! =D
i was no match,
for him.
5:39 PM
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Friday, January 27, 2006
Congrats to
Sonia
and
Louise (:
Champions of IVP 2006 eh.
Nerve wrecking game it was.
But am happy for you guys. (:
*hugs.
11:39 PM
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Maybe I just wasn't good enough,
for you.
So i ask myself,
where did I go wrong?
I don't know.
Maybe it's just me.
3:38 PM
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Thursday, January 26, 2006
Now, how long haven't I updated?
Yesterday's RJ made me think, a lot.
Yesterday yesterday,
met up with Jess, ChengYan and Jasmine.
Alright, was supposed to do my Chinese New Year clothes shopping but no, those 3 just wanna come don't know how late la. Hung around town with Sher, Yati, Duck and Yanzi till they came! Guess what! Bumped into Jill as well (: TEEHEE. Jealous? Heh heh.
And now I'm sitting in front of my PC with a tub of ice-cream! Tiramisu French Vanilla (: HEH HEH!
Skipped class right from the start. Did not have the mood to go ): Just did not feel like it la har. Ishh. Stayed in the library for awhile. Okay I'm lazy with the details. Ha ha. Let's go straight to shopping. With Sher! She got her 'mei-nah' pants. Got my shirt, from freshbox. And my berms from 77th street. So this year for CNY, it's 2 sets of clothes. Both bermudas. Heh heh. Still need a tshirt for 1st day because I got my shirt for 2nd day. Hehs nothing too dressy either since I'm going to be at home where everyone is just going to come to my place. Hehs. Alright. 2nd day is Sher's place (: Weehee.
Everyone's sick.
ChengYan's sick.
Jessica's sick.
Girlfriend's sick.
Jar's sick.
Debbie's sick.
WHO ELSE?
Tis the season to be sick isit? Ha ha.
Please take care alright people.
Hmms, nothing left to say.
My battery's going to die, I'm super duper sleepy.
That's about it.
Chinese New Year holidays till Thursday.
S H I O K ! (:
Can't wait man. Seriously.
Alright alright,
I should go right now.
Take care all and enjoy the coming long break. (:
There's a light in my eyes
but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume
that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
8:50 PM
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Monday, January 23, 2006
I wish you guys wouldn't be so sad. I could see the fighting spirit and that was all that was needed alright. I may not know how you guys feel, there were tears in my eyes too but no matter what, we're always a team alright? Adroits. When one team member goes down, we all go down with her. So girls, cheer up. Am really proud of you all because you all fought well and no other team could have done it better.
*hugs.
Can't believe Nu Nad and Seri were all going to keep it from me. In the end they didn't because they knew they should tell me, for my own good. Thanks girls. (: It'll hurt, for awhile but I'm okay. Sighs.
I'm immune to such a feeling already remember?
I just never learnt my lesson.
Always felt there was a glimpse of hope but now, there's nothing, absolutely nothing.
Don't think you all hurt me by telling me that, instead it'll help, eventually when I try to move on. Thanks, really.
Sighs, another stupid day tomorrow. BYE.
maybe i just wasn't good enough,
for you.
10:23 PM
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
I want a rooftop party.
Any ideas where?
For my 20th maybe?
Because I can't wait for my 21st my goodness that's like 1 year later.
Nothing too extravagant. Want it simple.
With mini lanterns.
The stars shining above.
Soft music playing. Haha.
And everyone just having a blast.
Alright alright, stop dreaming Nicky.
iPod's with Sonia. AHH. I want my episode 11. I'm done with 7-10, all in a night. And now it's 3:10am. Time flies too fast today.
Game with Owls later in the afternoon, don't know what to say.
I'm tired, you know. I should just leave things as it is. When it comes, it will. Come soon please. ): I need a miracle man.
Alright alright, I better get to sleep before getting all emotional again.
Just a note:
Like me or hate me,
I don't really care.
Just do not say stuff about her.
Say stuff about me all u want.
Just leave her alone,
understand?
Arghs, it's getting out of hand.
But it's human nature, can't take it man.
Damn it.
Bye.
i think i miss you.
3:15 AM
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
My day's emotions is just like a roller coaster. I can be so high at a certain point of time and then, something will just get me so down till I want to just sit there and cry as I embrace my friend.
Like what's wrong with me right?
And everyone's so sweet today. Got pissed because everyone else did everything else besides sitting down to eat today. I mean, alright this is petty but, why ask me down to eat when that wasn't the main purpose, right? So that got me pissed. Then before I knew it, they bought a pack of fried rice and mineral water for me okay. Gosh, make me so 'paiseh' only. *hides face*
Then before boarding the bus towards NTU, Girlfriend and Natthida bought me Snickers alright. HEE (: Thanks sweethearts!
See, everyone so sweet la today. Why ah?
They love me so much la and I feel loved, thanks girls. (: *hugs.
It's the 3rd time I'm putting myself in such a situation. I could never learn from my mistakes. I just will never learn. Wish someone would just knock some sense into me, right now.
I think it's PMS, but can't be. It just left me not long ago. What could it be? Alright, shall not think of the worst, if you guys know what I mean.
Thank God for the patient friends I have around me. If not, now everyone would have ran away from me. Guess I could never be independent eh? I always needed someone there. And I've always had people there for me and I'm thankful for that, will never take their presence for granted, never.
Well done my girls for today's match. You girls did tremendously well. NUS - RP, 1 - 0. Now that scoreline is just awesome for a young team like us. (: *hugs. Read this from someone's nick, can't remember who but it said, 'We've won in our hearts.' and yes we did, we fought and we lost and won as a team. Good one. (:
The dark eye circles are getting darker. I'm going to get to sleep in tomorrow!! Finally!
It's getting out of hand, this whole thing that is going on, what people are saying. I should not bother anymore, but it's getting to me, so badly. Fcuk. Brought it upon myself. Who cares anymore.
For today, thanks to,
Jar
Nu
Seri
Nad
Dine
Sher
Girlfriend (:
Natthida
Sonia
Liyana
*hugs.
Too long to mention what they did but there were others, although I did not mention, but it's kept in my heart. A silent thanks (:
Good night.
what if i said,
i wasn't lying to myself?
what if i said,
i meant every word i said?
12:38 AM
caught
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
gf scored!
gf scored!
gf scored!
gf scored!
gf scored!
2 goals somemore!
Yay thanks to me screaming, ha ha.
Alright alright,
well done girls (:
I'm so proud okay!
3-1,
we won SP!
12:14 AM
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Sunday, January 15, 2006
Decided to take a walk home today from Tampines Interchange (aint near alright) as i walked out of the sports hall with Sher. The breeze was lovely and there was a full moon which made it extra lovely. (: Just that this time, there was no one next to me. It was just me, the full moon, lovely night breeze and my thoughts. Feeling frustrated la and felt that a walk could work things out and set me thinking right but I guess everything still hangs loose.
The walk was fast, I was surprised since I was alone. Got home real quick and yeap, here I am.
Still thinking about the 1 hour and 40 minutes (was it?) chat I had with Sher over at Long John's. Hmms. This is so crazy. 'BLAHS'.
And all the things I said to her, OMGOSH. HA =X
And Open House is boring. Spare me please!
Alright la, don't know what to say anymore. Will take my leave now. Good day.
...and everything else dies with me.
10:51 PM
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
GEE.
Ain't the first time I heard this,
"What happened to the Nic I once knew?".
I heard all kinds of versions that I'm starting to wonder myself,
am I really not the Nic I was once?
EEKS. Just so eeky.
11:27 PM
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First day of RP's Open House today. It's Fish's and Daddy's birthday too! Heh heh!
Hajar and I got her a purple G String! Ha ha!! (:
Went down to Woodlands to take a look at the new campus. Quite alright but still a lot of construction going on! Don't know if they're able to complete it by March.
Happenings today:
Pretty's performance
(WELL DONE!)
Floorball booth
(BORING LA!)
Daddy's Birthday Dinner
(YUMS!)
Adroits vs. NTU
(WELL DONE LOVES!)
The L Word-ed last night till about 2plus. Still waiting for my episodes 5-14 to finish downloading because I'm done watching episodes 1-4. AHHHH! Faster can!
After dinner, Dad sent me down to Tampines Sports Hall and accompanied me to watch the girls match for awhile. He said that gf's good! Yeah, but of course man. (: Well done hon! Said that Fish 'garang' also. Ha ha. Heard that?
And oh ya, painted her name and number on my hand today in school because they had this booth where you could get face painting done but Sher, Yanzi, Dine and I painted our lower arms. (: Lovely.


You did alright today okay. Don't let this bring you down! You're stronger than that (: *HUGS. I'll be your number 1 fan! =D My 'ou xiang' ALRIGHT!
And this perfect english, no short form thing is driving me crazy. I take so long just to blog down one entry alright. But it's okay, all in the name of improving my English because it's getting from bad to worse. HELP! Ouch's fault. Ha ha!
Alright then. I'll take my leave.
Heh heh. Bye!
11:14 PM
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Friday, January 13, 2006
RP adroits made Nicky a happy girl yesterday when we won against TP, 2-0! I was so happy that it almost led to tears because I could hardly contain my happiness. Finally, we proved those people wrong. We did improve and our trainings everyday did not go to waste and RP ADROITS ARE NOT LOUSY. Seriously, it takes a lousy team to know another lousy team. Look at yourself before commenting badly. Thank you.
And from today onwards, thanks to Joey Aw, it's proper English for my every blog entry. Yes. My command for English is getting from bad to worst. Realised that when I was thinking about what to write for that evening's match report.
Tried to read through Sonia's lecture notes today on the way home because I promised to read it to her after reading it through myself but I couldn't understand a word. Conflict management. Oh goodness. I gave up and she gave up on her own set of notes too. Turned to her MP3 for company. The train ride home wasn't that bad after all since I had her by my side. Okay, 'had her by my side' haha. That sounds weird but nevermind.
It's 1:25am, and there's a UT tomorrow morning. My 6th presentations and team presentations are all opened. Read through it a little but nothing seems to be registering into my mind. I guess I'm just tired. Better start packing for school tomorrow and off to dreamland to meet my beauties. HA HA.
Alright then, I'll take my leave now.
you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it
there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you
I'd lie for you
walk the wire for you
yeah I'd die for you
1:33 AM
caught
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
all the best to my dear girls tomorrow for the match against tp (: im sure u guys can do it man. oh goodness, i'd be so damn nervous for them at the benches! AHHHHH!! but i'm sure they'll do their best cos they have me to cheer them onnnnn. LOL! =X
aft my downfall (ha ha), tday's the first time i hear her 'good one nic' me a few times.
it felt quite good but i hope she meant it la har. i must work hard le. i dont wanna be last choice defender anymore. HA HA. okay. that was a sarcastic laugh. din know how else i shld put it. hais but its so depressing okaaayyy. OKAY!
i dont wanna be defender laaa. nvm, we'll work something out aft ivp and league. yawns.
hmmms. sch tomorrow. sucky like hell. sch sucks u know anot? whines la. java somemore. oh gosh, save me frm this misery man. java. ahhhhh. tao yannn. AND THATS MY WORD. yati moonie all copyrighters LOL.
alright then. i wanna go pack my bag. slp whatever. just gonna get out of here. wo ai everyone reading this. hehs (:
BYE!
You raise me up,
so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up,
to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong,
when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up...
To more than I can be.
10:29 PM
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alright here's my new blog. haha.
hmmms. dont know la har why i came up with this.
but i dont think i'd update that often. lazy.
so long nvr blog already...righhhhhtt. *winks. hahaha.
okay la har.
lesson gonna start.
marketing in sports tday.
yawns.
good day!
Well don't you see, don't you see
That the charade is over
And all the "best deceptions" and
the"Clever cover story" awards go to you
1:40 PM
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