Saturday, January 21, 2006
My day's emotions is just like a roller coaster. I can be so high at a certain point of time and then, something will just get me so down till I want to just sit there and cry as I embrace my friend.
Like what's wrong with me right?
And everyone's so sweet today. Got pissed because everyone else did everything else besides sitting down to eat today. I mean, alright this is petty but, why ask me down to eat when that wasn't the main purpose, right? So that got me pissed. Then before I knew it, they bought a pack of fried rice and mineral water for me okay. Gosh, make me so 'paiseh' only. *hides face*
Then before boarding the bus towards NTU, Girlfriend and Natthida bought me Snickers alright. HEE (: Thanks sweethearts!
See, everyone so sweet la today. Why ah?
They love me so much la and I feel loved, thanks girls. (: *hugs.
It's the 3rd time I'm putting myself in such a situation. I could never learn from my mistakes. I just will never learn. Wish someone would just knock some sense into me, right now.
I think it's PMS, but can't be. It just left me not long ago. What could it be? Alright, shall not think of the worst, if you guys know what I mean.
Thank God for the patient friends I have around me. If not, now everyone would have ran away from me. Guess I could never be independent eh? I always needed someone there. And I've always had people there for me and I'm thankful for that, will never take their presence for granted, never.
Well done my girls for today's match. You girls did tremendously well. NUS - RP, 1 - 0. Now that scoreline is just awesome for a young team like us. (: *hugs. Read this from someone's nick, can't remember who but it said, 'We've won in our hearts.' and yes we did, we fought and we lost and won as a team. Good one. (:
The dark eye circles are getting darker. I'm going to get to sleep in tomorrow!! Finally!
It's getting out of hand, this whole thing that is going on, what people are saying. I should not bother anymore, but it's getting to me, so badly. Fcuk. Brought it upon myself. Who cares anymore.
For today, thanks to,
Jar
Nu
Seri
Nad
Dine
Sher
Girlfriend (:
Natthida
Sonia
Liyana
*hugs.
Too long to mention what they did but there were others, although I did not mention, but it's kept in my heart. A silent thanks (:
Good night.
what if i said,
i wasn't lying to myself?
what if i said,
i meant every word i said?
12:38 AM
caught