Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Hehs I'm having some stupid sneezing thingy and it's irritating the hell out of me and I'm super duper tired but I can't really get to sleep and I have no idea why. And and I'm so grumpy that I can just go on and on la. SIGHS.
Think I might just take MC for Monday. Go to the doctor, tell him about this stupid excruciating pain in my tummmy every morning and that shall be the excuse I would give my parents too.
SIGHS LA. Today is such a sigh-ful day =(
I don't know what I'm thinking. I dont know what I want. Wait wait, I know what I want but I don't know anything and everything that's going on. You know what, I think I should not say a word and just let my actions do the talking. Hopefully, just hopefully, you'll know then I would not have to start all over again. AND hopefully, just hopefully, this time, it's MUTUAL. Scary nyerr.
Think I might just spend my whole Sunday at home sleeping. And Monday too, that is if I convince my parents to let me skip la harr.
I don't want to wake up to an excruciating pain in my heart too every morning =(
Let's see the plans next week. Monday - OH PLS LET ME SKIP SCH! Tuesday - Java UT 4 & Beta testing =( Wednesday - Marketing UT 4 =( Thursday - Training Friday - Saturday - Sunday - SFL w/Storm.
My dear Sweetie and Baobei, when are we meeting up? Hehs.
Let's talk about something else. Saw this really nice looking bracelet thingy over at Bits & Pieces. By the looks of it, guess it's not cheap and I did not want to ask the price either so yeahh. It's the m+y collection and it's damn nice la. HUR. Maybe I should go ask one day eh for the price, for fun and just admire it for awhile. HEHS. You all reading this go see also. It's nice (= *giggles.
What else can I say? Oh ya, so many movies I want to watch la and all these movies have to come out either when I no time to watch or I'm short of cash. DARN LA. Let's see what movies are there okie. So there's... - I Not Stupid too (I KNOW LA I LAGGING STILL HAVENT WATCH!)
Then there's movies that aren't opened yet. - Mad Hot Ballroom - Rumour Has It - Final Destination 3
SIGHS LA.
Then the holidays are coming. Hopefully that job we got will keep my wallet going.
How about Melbourne? Sad to say I'm currently contemplating. I'm not eager about it anymore la. Although I've never been there before, but I don't know why I just don't want to go. =(
Alright alright I'm really tired and I'm sleepy already so I better get going.
3 strap Neckermann sandals
bike license
braziliano praia sandals
butterfly tattoo
car license
casio sheen
CK Be colourful cactus
those Converse shoes!
creative zen micro photo decent backpack!
more pretty berms
more pretty tops my 'N' tattoo
new hp
nike dunks nike slippers
more NUM tanktops
tranquility