Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Sunday, February 26, 2006
I love the time spent with Jill. I love when she's talking to me, alone. I love when she reads my mind. I love it that she knows exactly how I feel. I love it when her words mean so much. I love it when she makes me think.
I miss her la )=
But thankiew, for coming down today, and spending time with us. (= People who weren't with us, jealous? LOL.
Jill Sonia Nicky Joey Hajar Seri Nadiah.
Today was spent outside, although I did say I wanted to spend the weekend at home to sleep. Sheesh but it was worthwhile, wasn't it? (=
Watched Moosettesz game for like 20 mins and left to meet Nad over at City Hall. Walked to MS for lunch where Jar and Seri joined us. We just had lunch and headed down to Esplanade's roof terrace (= Slacked over at L2's meeting point when they suggested asking Jill to spend the evening with us and she agreed to. She then came over with Joey and Sonia too. Headed back to MS for Carls' Jr then to Swensens. HEE. What a delightful day.
And yes, Sonia scored today, but i did not see. Darn.
I guess I shall leave my sleeping to tomorrow.
I'm still contemplating about you know what. I can't find it in me anymore. I can't find the strength to carry on.
I guess, for now I just don't know what I want. Jill's words kinda stung when she spoke about floorball, and the coach. I just kept away and seeked comfort in my phone where I sms-ed away to you know who. The only one I could talk to, about all this.
Sighs la.
I think it's best if I went to sleep, like now before my mind goes crazy again.
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bike license
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butterfly tattoo
car license
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CK Be colourful cactus
those Converse shoes!
creative zen micro photo decent backpack!
more pretty berms
more pretty tops my 'N' tattoo
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