Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Kai Xin Jiu Hao
UT is going on and here I am happily typing my blog entry. Hehs. But I'm already done. Just waiting for the time to end. Don't want to submit so early you know wait people think I crazy. Hehs.
My iTunes has been playing Jay's songs la and 'An Jing' gets to me all the time especially this part, 'xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni, wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai'. Hehs my hanyupinyin sucks but it means in direct translation, 'Hope he really loves you more than I do, then I'll force myself to leave.' Hehs. Now that doesn't sound very right either but somewhere along that line la eh. You all understand can already. Heh heh.
Realised I haven't been blogging for quite some time eh. Never had the time to, or rather the inspiration or RATHER, I wasn't bored enough to HEHS. Did you hear? I was hit by food poisoning. Reckon it was gastric flu because the last time i vomitted everything I took in, the doctor said it was gastric flu. This time he said it was food poisoning. *pui! How do they know just by listening to the activity going on in your tummy eh? Amazing ah. Maybe food poisoning and gastric flu got different beats and rhythm. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Now that's funny =X HEH HEH.
Girlfriend's crazy. BLAHS. Was msging her thru out during my aftnn nap ytd. Kept waking up and going back to slp to reply cos she was bored waiting for time to pass to go teach tuition. Then came home complaining to me on MSN abt her grades HUR. Relax ehh, it'll be fine, really (:
AND talking about aftnn naps...YTD JUST WANNA BE HOW NOISY!! Motorbikes can all go bang wall la. Wanna vrooom past so loud...KNS. I'll smash their helmets I tell you!! Can't sleep in peace. BLURGH!
Training later. Hehs, feelingless...Just go la har. If don't go, i'll get hell from everyone esp......sighs. WHINES. NVM.
And I've been sleeping so much. Guess am just making up for lost sleep la har. CAN'T WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS! Need to go find a job, get my PP done, get my FYP going and all. ISH. So many rubbish ehhh. That's what schooling life is all about. But I think, I'd rather study all my life than to slog like a mad idiot for money. Hehs. I want someone rich to marry and support me, then I won't have to worry about all this and study all my life. HEH HEH.
Okay this is long enough for one entry LOL. Lesson is starting. Java -.- BOOOOO.
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