Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
update@6:40pm
Just want to be how irritating la. First I spill the maggi mee BOILING HOT soup on my hand then Singnet just want to act funny and make my internet connection all weird till I had to call them up and wait so blardie long before I got assistance.
Then because of that scalded hand, I had to put butter on it and walked around with the house with a buttered hand la!! GRRRRS. FUCK LA now it hurts so much and the whole area is COLD la! DAMMIT!
I'm not in my very best of moods and the RJ I got today just had to make it worst! DAMMIT AGAIN!
You have had a tough time looking for new job after graduation but finally, after 10 months, you land yourself a good job. On your first day, you find that your supervisior is your classmate who was lucky and mangaged to get a head start on you. What is your first reaction? How do you reconcile with this scenario? You are also aware that you were a better student in school - what strategies would you use in this unusual relationship?
Tell me la what kind of stupid RJ is this! ARGHHS.
And now my nose just want to act funny and making me sneeze la!! GRRRR la i tell you!!!!!! GERAM!
ANGRY LA BYEE!!!! _____
I'd be your everything
I'm supposed to be happy, but it's a bittersweet feeling. Like knowing it's impossible yet I'm happy. I smiled and grinned like a crazy girl. If only I could read minds then I'd know what you're thinking or perhaps, you could just tell me?
Sitting here in class, marketing in sports, wondering, just wondering.
My fish tank is cleanonce again. HEE. It has a plant now and yes my 8 fishes aren't swimming together anymore because there's no more mist and they won't get lost. HAHA. I want to make it colourful la, it's a bit on the dull side. HEE shall go fish tank accessories shopping one fine day. (= LOL! I got 8 places for the fishies already. 8 Fishies named after my 8 friends.
1. Cheng Yan 2. Jess 3. Hajar 4. Sherilyn 5. Joey 6. Meiwei 7. Yati 8. Pang
Still have yet to get those 2 other fishiess. (= Yes, I can watch my fishies swim around till I fall asleep again. Heeee.
And I've become FATTER. How?! Don't like la too much fats. AHHH abit already enough la.
Went over to BK then to Tiasa. Sleepy. 3rd meeting, about to start. Yawns. And to think I took one whole day to blog this entry. Haha. So many distractions. Yawns la okie. I can't wait to go home and sleep. HEE and watch my fishies.
I have this urge to go club, like now. Okay, not at 1:18pm but just club la. CAN? And I want to catch a movie. LIKE NOW ALSO. HURR.
There's so many things I want to do. Am just waiting for my allowance.
Hope school ends early today then I won't have to fight with people for seats in the train. Peaceful bit boleh tak? HURR.
Missed training yesterday because of Beta Testing and there's no training on Thursday. Darn. Whatever la harr. I'm tired, of floorball. HOW. I don't want to play already la. HAIS. =(
Finally went home with Pretty yesterday after how many million years. Miss having those talking sessions with her on the way home to ys. Some small kid was our entertainment for awhile as well. LOL. Sheesh. Cute laaa but fierce and strong ehhh but still cute, BUT~~ not as cute as me. *giggles.
OKAY I SHALL STOP HERE before the rubbish starts. I'm sleepy. Tired. Yawns.
TATA!
You'll never be alone again, cos I will hold you endlessly I Miss You.
3 strap Neckermann sandals
bike license
braziliano praia sandals
butterfly tattoo
car license
casio sheen
CK Be colourful cactus
those Converse shoes!
creative zen micro photo decent backpack!
more pretty berms
more pretty tops my 'N' tattoo
new hp
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