Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Saturday, March 18, 2006
i know i promised. a million times. but i'm sorry, i cant. i cant give u what u want. just cant...
i tried, i did... and you know it... but i'm sorry...
really am. sheesh.
just came home like an hour ago from sonia's place. she cooked but i din eat cos...i dont eat that meat la harr. sorrrryyy. =( erms. ya. and her niece is so damn cute! cant wait for her to send me the pic HEEEE! i think i'm pms-ing. goodness. everything's just getting to me again. arghs. shldnt have brought it up when, erms, i was asked about it. when will i ever let it go man seriously. growls. and it's freakin' 2am. i must look forward, erase everything behind me. if she doesnt care, why shld i. =( ahhhh. nickyy. nickey. key. and nic is the lock. hur sonia came up with that. and that was so random. but ya, funny la har. but why din it mean anything to u. huhhh? where did i freaking go wrong? huh? sighhs la. and no la, im not talking abt u.
i want to forget everything now. knock my head, erase the memories. just do anything to forget that part of my life and just let me go on. far far away from those stupid thoughts. ah fuck i cant slp. must have been that tea. and my itunes aint making things better. ahhh kanina la.
now it just has to play micheal buble's 'you belong to me'. hurrr. the walk home just now was so lovely cos tonight's breeze so damn shiok la. had my ipod for company and hurr i had 3 freakin' shadows!! dont we all just have 1? and it was like...1250am? hurr. but nvm the shadows all looked the same so it was just me walking alone. i hope =X hee. madness la nick. there i go talking to myself, again. die la harr.
and i feel like eating chicken wings.
dinner party later over @ nicole's, and yes we share the same name, me and my sec sch mate. match. team talk. eesh. so many things, all at the same time.
depressed already. bye.
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