Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Kanina chaocheebye. Thought I could come home to some peace but fuck no some asshole just want to spoil it all for me. Fuck. You mixing with that fucken grp of people made you like that. Stop trying to fit in la fuck. They will just make use of you knowing them. Kanina.
That just had to make my mood fucking worst.
I woke up at 0530, had work at 0630 till 1030 then my match was at 1400 and I stayed over at TSH all the way till the 2000 match ended.
Match today was....Okay. Played the entire match okay, thought I was going to die la freaking tired and my stamina sucks. Don't know what to say but after not playing so long, it sure does feel good. And Girlfriend scored (= WELL DONE!
Last season it was the first match that got me thinking like this. This season it's the last match. Kanina.
History is obviously repeating itself. High hopes makes Nicky a silly girl. I feel so damn stupid la har fullstop. No no exclaimation mark. HUR. Who am I man to expect so much.
Slept almost the entire match during Saints and Genesis. That's how tired I was because I din know the match was already at 3rd period when I woke up. Thought it was only the 1st period. Woke up just to catch Moosemen and Merahans. WELL DONE MAN MERAHANS! WOOHOO!
Was with my music most of today, just din feel like doing anything else but sleep, watch match and blasting my music. Din want to go home either so just stayed put there. I feel so damn fucking sick and tired la har. Now I fucking can't wait to go to Australia, leave everything behind for 6 days. Just me, floorball, Adroits and Melbourne fullstop.
Swollen eyes and mad thoughts...FUCK ALL OF THIS!!
3 strap Neckermann sandals
bike license
braziliano praia sandals
butterfly tattoo
car license
casio sheen
CK Be colourful cactus
those Converse shoes!
creative zen micro photo decent backpack!
more pretty berms
more pretty tops my 'N' tattoo
new hp
nike dunks nike slippers
more NUM tanktops
tranquility