Saturday, March 04, 2006
Operation Fun was awesome la. (= That's all I can say to describe it because it's the only word I can think of and I don't feel like going into detail you know. Heh heh. Just waiting for Liying for the pics (= HEE. LIYINGG!!
The girls came over to my place after that since got match ma over at TSH so yeaps it was Nat Girlfriend Joreen and Ouch. Makan-ed, showered, napped, disturbed my fishies, whatever you can think of, all have la har. Haha.
They played so well that I just wanted to go hug every single one of them after the match la but I was too clean so I didn't, considering the game was so damn fast and they were too sweaty.
The girl, or rather, the woman I look up to and trust the most in the world asked me out to chat about me one day and thinking about it and thinking about what to say to her, I feel like I'm damn messed up la. Maybe it's just me la harr but I'm looking forward to it, definitely. (=
Am just afraid because everything she says hits the spot, bull's eye, agree? Amazing how humans hate the truth. We'd all rather be in this world that is filled with lies than to actually face the truth. Well, I can't say that about everyone right because it ain't fair but I'm not afraid to say that, I belong to that group of people la harr. But I guess it's time that I faced the truth. No more hiding and feeling upset about things that I'm not supposed to be upset about and make sucha fuss bout it. Sighs.
And then, there's Melbourne. GEE.
The day went well I must say but I just had to spoil it with stupid thoughts. I'm damn tired. I shall end off here, take a shower and try to get some sleep.
Alright, take care people! (=
i feel so silly,
for...all that has happened.
i don't know where i stand in ur heart.
and im unsure about where u stand too.
this is so crazy.
someone should just slaughter me,
like now.
11:01 PM
caught