Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Friday, March 10, 2006
Thought I've found someone who'd understand, someone I could trust about everything. But I guess, your intentions are now clear, and it's not what I thought it was... it's not what I expected... It means nothing......to you. Now I feel lost... There's a tug at the heart but I'm still as confused... My thoughts are in a mess... Everything else is...nothing. For now, it's me, work and driving, FULL STOP for these 6 weeks, making you an exception of course (= I'll be there, anytime you call.
I'm crazy. Slept for about 3 hours this morning, came home at 630am...then went out again at 10am. Bank, bus down to the driving centre, enrolled, Jill came to pick me up after that and headed over to her place for lunch (= Yummy okiee. Her maid cooked I think and they're like damn funny la those two. HEEE. And yes, today was what, my 2nd time sitting on her bike. First time, aft Wednesday's lunch. JEALOUS?? HEHE. That woman goes crazy on her bike but so damn shiok la I LOVE IT! Okie, then it was church to put down her ice hockey stuff, Ikea to get the KC girls chocolates and to BMSS for the KC C-Girls Championships. (= Congrats. 4th place in Singapore! WELL DONE GIRLS! Damn exciting matches. Then I headed home. Damn tired la.
So that's my day.
Am so glad these hols are finally gonna be packed (= I won't be lazing around for no reason at all. I need to earn back my money. For driving and yes, for Australia as well. Guess I'm gonna work hard at it since I'm using my own money eh? (= Faster chiong la eh and get it fast. By 2 months? I HOPE! HAHA. Impossible but hurr I WANT before my big day that is.
And my throat is fucking pain! It's itchy that I cough so badly. Cough too hard now it's pain!! PAIN LIKE HELL LA. =( And I talk funny, till I go out of tune =X
HURR =( PAIN LA! and I have nothing else to say. I'm too tired la harrr. BYE.
3 strap Neckermann sandals
bike license
braziliano praia sandals
butterfly tattoo
car license
casio sheen
CK Be colourful cactus
those Converse shoes!
creative zen micro photo decent backpack!
more pretty berms
more pretty tops my 'N' tattoo
new hp
nike dunks nike slippers
more NUM tanktops
tranquility