Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Update@11:32pm
I don't know who to trust anymore. Everytime I take up my hp and want to type out something... I think about who I'm going to send it to...and I realised, there's no one, completely no one... I FUCKING HATE THIS.
Everytime I look through my MSN list and decide to tell someone, Again, I go blank...No one... Just no one...
Maybe it's just me... Maybe I'm the one at fault... I think it's true, yes. I'm problematic. So you know what, Leave me alone...
Whatver it is, this entry is for me, DON'T, i repeat, DON'T fucking assume. _____
MY ROUTE FOR 14th MARCH 2006: Home SSDC NYP SSDC (thankiew for waiting ehhhhh, paiseh) TM CS Home
Went to walk a lot a lot with Sonia. Ate a lot a lot of junk food that's going to kill my throat and make us both so so fat =X And ya my throat ain't getting any better at all after drowning myself in water, drinking coconut juice, consuming cough syrup and the most recent one today drinking LO HAN GUO! EEKS. Went to the sinseh shop to buy it and it's disgusting I tell you! HURR. It's black somemore. SO SO BLACK. Then that's about it (= But it was all good. Just that laksa, fried fish wantons, crispy chicken and chocolates (we bought 2 big bars!!) should be stopped. HUR. And that's all what I ate today. Nicky eh. And I'm sitting here eating my white chocolate now. LOL! =X SHHH la don't nag.
HEE. So that's all la ehh for today. Haven't been updating.
Sunday was Yanzi's bday (= Went over to the bbq over at the chalet. HMMMS. Monday was school for Aust stuffs and then work...THATS ALL. BORING. LOL!
OKIE LA. Nothing to say. I'm happy because I have 2 big bars of chocolate now in my fridge, ALL MINE! The white chocolate I bought today and the one Sonia bought me on Saturdayyy (= WHEEEEE. CHOCOLATES!
3 strap Neckermann sandals
bike license
braziliano praia sandals
butterfly tattoo
car license
casio sheen
CK Be colourful cactus
those Converse shoes!
creative zen micro photo decent backpack!
more pretty berms
more pretty tops my 'N' tattoo
new hp
nike dunks nike slippers
more NUM tanktops
tranquility