Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Saturday, March 11, 2006
update@12:02am
HEE, to cheer me up...Sonia got me a big big bar of chocolate (= So unexpected and so nice la. I LIKE. *my heart's smiling* HEE. Thankieww! (=
So I went church today. HEHS. Guess who came with me. HAHA. Sonia. Yes. Church was not so boring after all because we were sitting the front area or not most of the time I'll be camping behind la but sit in front can pay attention so ya =X
HEE. So I had good company for church which will motivate me go church so in conclusion right if I wanna go church, must have someone with me, other than my parents...If not I won't be motivated. HAHA. Sonia, u should just go with me every week OKIEEE? =D
And yeap...Wanted to go Mintmark & Co but she too tired so we headed to Tamp Mall instead to look for stuffies and had our dinner over at Cartel. (= UHHUH.
My throat ain't getting better...Think I'm gonna lose my voice man, seriously. Pain la. Drowned myself in water, no use. Drink coconut thingy (yucks) no use also. Lozenges doesn't work either and no no, no doctor. Freaking waste of money, he'll give me lozenges too -.- HURR. This pain is gonna stay with me, FOREVER. HUR.
Alright I need to go sleep. Got my lessons in the morning. SIGHS. Another morning thing. Weekends this week all wake up so early. Today 730am, tomorrow 7am. SIGHS la. BUT ITS OKIEE. =) Another whole day of fun to look forward to after my lessons. WHEEEE! =D Then from next week onwards my schdeule's in a mess la. Training schdeule ain't up yet. Wished they'd have fixed schdeules then I can plan my work schdeule and my daily schdeule as well. HURR. I need to chiong work and I only have 5 weeks to do so.
Just copied the whole of The Best of Air Supply album to my comp =X You all will be receiving Air Supply songs from me soon la. LOL! Chances (= NICE.
ALRIGHT. NEED TO SLEEP! Talking too much! TATA!!
And what if we can't speak What then shall I say Don't you be too long Something has gone wrong The chances are all gone
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It feels weird everytime you're around. I guess it may just be guilt weighing down on me and what I've done was simply so uncalled-for. Self-control, that's what I lack, so badly. Body language tells it all... Either that or I'm too sensitive. But I'm sorry darling, really am. I don't want your impression of me to change... I still want to be the Nic that you knew from the start.
She asked me, 'Ni bu yao lian le ah?' And it was then that I realised, this is too precious for me to let go...And I told her honestly that I'll be back. (= It's just a matter of time.
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