Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Friday, March 17, 2006
update@3:53pm
Still can't stand the fact that, it meant: NOTHING. _____
update@12:23pm
CANT TAKE IT!!! KANINA JUST WANNA TORTURE ME HOW BAD!!! sighs. _____
Finally a peaceful night after work, all alone in my room! My sister's over at her class chalet and I have my music blasting. WOW. And it's almost 2am but who really cares. Have to wake up early to help my Mummy with the stupid things at home HAIS! But it's okay, my Mummy have been taking care of me so long le, time for me to help out la harrrr. HURR.
Anyways, some situation going on here eh... C'mon let's stop blaming each other le okiee? I guess there's some sort of miscommunication going on...
Everyone's just getting each other wrong. And yes I read Liying's blog and hey, am really sorry I can't go down alright? Work constraints but of course I'm thankful to you guys for helping US to raise funds for OUR living standards in Australia...HUR, the most we help you all do laundry? I also don't know what to say la harr but I guess everyone is seeing things very one sided eh and everyone is just being sensitive now la harr...and jumping to conclusions about certain things we say or blog about.
LET ME EXPLAIN BEFORE I GET BOMBARDED TOO!!! Being sensitive means...NOT REALLY A BAD THING BUT!! Guess everyone's so caught up with our own thinking that just saying a little bit will agitate us without much thought? YES, that kind of sensitive okie. NOT THE CHILDISH KIND, but...the ya la you all get the picture... All pass English right...Floorball girls English quite good ma right? =X
And if everyone's just going to get angry with people speaking their mind in the first place at respective blogs and tagboards, I don't see that need for a team talk la har.
But hope you all will take things in with an OPEN MIND, instead of jumping to conclusions without thinking twice.
And I reckon that's often the cause of conflicts?
K now now, let's all be good and stop squabbling? I'm sure, NO NO, I believe that we can all talk things through and have smiling faces on the 4th of April at Changi Airport Terminal 1 okieee? *hugs.
AND keep up the good work to those who has been going down to help and to our new leaders especially... KAYS? HUR, the most I cook for you all la har in Australia. BEST I CAN DO.
Sighs, this entry is tiring my puny brain!
I hope I did not say anything wrong in this entry. HURR.
BACK TO MY NORMAL ENTRY!
Work was okay. Tiring, busy at times and I kept getting calls and messages. AHHH. Pardon me if I couldn't reply fast or answer those calls. So many private numbers somemore!! Please leave a message if you want me to call you back! Will be working the WHOLE of next week except Tuesday. HURR God bless me. MORNING ALL THE WAY LA. Nevermind, at least my day won't be wasted by sleeping in eh? AND YES I'LL BE GOING BACK TO TRAINING NEXT WEEK! Cheer for me, faster la!
HEE work work work equals money money money. I can just feel my Billabong bermudas okiee. And I haven't been getting good responses. I know I have plenty berms already but it doesn't hurt to get just ONE more right? *pouts. Don't like that laaa. HEE. I know i have 7 already but 8 is a good number so SHHH! I want one more, I DONT CARE. I MUST HAVE IT! One day wear one ma...If rain then one cannot dry, I can always use the 8th one what right? WHO AM I KIDDING. HAHA. =X But wah lau eh. I WANT LA. I can't believe I freakingly blogged one whole paragraph about BERMS la! So crazy.
She finally replied, yeaps. Got excited when I saw in my email that I received a message from you la on Friendster! You left, just like that, without a word la sighs. Good to hear from you... *HUGS. Sighs. =(
HUR next time NO ONE IS ALLOWED to just leave me quietly in Singapore like that ar and run away to some far country where the only cheapest connection we have is the internet and snail mail!! HUR. Idiot. I'll cry one leh!
I just heard something, my bed's calling, so loudly. And I have people waiting for me in dreamland. HEE.
I must get to sleep already goodness... Mum's going to wake me up like how early la! Daddy will be home tomorrow too (= YAY!!
OKIEE! I'm going, i'm going.
THANKS, to those who read up to here. =X I LOVE YOU ALL the most.
TO THE REST, so you all think you all wasting your time la, dont wanna read finish la HUH!! THEN WHY ARE U ALL HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE? COME SEE MY PRETTY PICTURE ON THE LEFT ONLY ISIT?!?! =X KANINA!! I love the ones who read finish more than I love you these group of people!!! HMPH!! HAHAHA. =X OKAY KIDDING KIDDING.
YUCKS LA, just want to be how act cute NICKY! But no need act la har, I'm already cute. HUR. OKIE.
I'm disgusted.
And one more thing, Pray people...especially in times like these. I must start my praying thingy before matches already =X REMEMBER ANOT WHAT HAPPENED LAST TIME GIRLS?? =X PAISEH!! The juniors will not know la har, but the seniors..HURR..was teased for such a long time la. BUT really it helps because His strength is the greatest and without Him and his strength, nothing is possible. And I will commit everything to His hands...The One who made me who I am today. (= Thanks to my 2 youknowwho(s) for letting me see that. (=
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