Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Saturday, April 22, 2006
My supervisor at work asked me today why I got chocolate on my ear -.- I was stunned at first then realised, it was my black ear studs larrr. *faints. How he see as chocolate sehh! Then Jacky just want to be how funny lar but HUR he's like the only one I can be myself with at work and he's leaving =( He thinks I'm 18. Or his second guess, 15. *big grin*. He was sleepy till I told him I'm 20 his eyes open so damn big. Handsome fella you know =X Shhhh. Oh man, I can't believe I just said that. Well, my Mum thinks so too! HAHA. =X Kk, enough.
And it just started raining out of nowhere! Got up to close the windows since I'm the only one up at this hour and am waiting for Mum to get home from work! Hees. (:
I can't wait to get pay. They counted already, 20th. Ahhh! I have a craving for Soya Bean drink, Sushi and Pasta. Ishh.
And I saw the trailer for 'Take The Lead'. Hottt. Must go watch larrr! And I'm no movie person okay, when I say I want to watch a movie, I must go if not I'd never step in a cinema =X
Said that I don't want to work for 2 weeks but they planned schdeule already lar hais SO FAST NIEEEE. So please remind me that I have to tell in advance! SIGHS! Means I'd have work next week =( But it's just 3 days so it's fineeee. Monday, means I can't go training. Friday and Sunday. HUR.
Was busy scribbling in my organizer while waiting for the bus after work and in the bus on the way home. My life works so much better with it I'm serious! Post it's on my desktop does not work anymore! HAHA. It's just for counting days (= So next time don't know what to get me for Christmas...? Get an organizer for the new year for me pls!! HEES! Okay, not shy eh Nic. =X But eh, I don't want to open all my presents and have a million organizers in front of me larrrr -.- HUR. HAHA. Ok ok enough starting to crap already.
I'm hungry at 1:42am!! HUR. Whole day before work I had 3 nuggets and 3 bites from a pau. All these shared with Sher, how loving =X Sat outside my classroom area and just chit chat and eat. HEES. (= More okie? Then was fed at work! I LIKE! =D The only thing I look forward to going to work is the food I get to eat. Wahahahahahas. So today it was one FULL meal and snackers. If it happens everyday, I'd be bones! HAHAHAHA.
Finals this Sunday. Woohoo. Excitingnyerr. Cancelled work to go okay. Had to lie that the school sent me for some floorball course shit lar =X Score for me, k? Haha. Missed semis because we were all in Melbourne. Heard it was damn exciting larrr. Knn and I missed it.
I'm supposed to be tired. Fell asleep the whole journey in the bus to work after that classmate of mine alighted. (= Hees, thanks lar. But now I'm so wide awake because why, I MADE MYSELF ICED KOPI AT WORK LAR! Added extra coffee somemore HUR.Everyone was saying how heavy my eyebags were and my dark eye rings. =( I was practically stoning and just keeping myself occupied by clearing dishes everytime I had a chance to and time just passed like extra slow. Ish!
One week of school has passed people and OKAY LAR IT'S NOT THAT BAD AS I'VE MADE IT SOUND! But I'm just so damn tired! No peace this weekend either except for Sunday morning and afternoon. Saturday is filled with Aunty's wedding lunch and WORK from afternoon till night =( 11pm. I sound like some desperate money making machine lar. Work work work jer. HAHA. But nevermind, it's all for the money! YES NICKY!
Let's recall the week's events. BEAR WITH ME, I can't sleep so I'm just going to blog, A LOT. Monday - First day of Year 3 Sem 1. Human traffic was terrible. Traffic light junction space restriction! BIG BIG CAMPUS that made walking from one place to another fucking tiring!! TRAINING IN THE NIGHT! Tuesday - Second day of Year 3 Sem 1. HUR, school work and home sweet home. Wednesday - FYP, Town, Woodlands, Town, Find camera. Dian, ChengYan and Jasmine Day. Thursday - Third module. School, TRAINING!, home sweet home. Friday - Fourth module. Dad sent me to sch because I woke up 1 hour and 15 mins late! School, work and here I am.
K LAR. I'm done, for real =X
I'm starting to get sleepy and Mum ain't home yet...She ended work at 1230am lar and it's already 2am. HUR.
3 strap Neckermann sandals
bike license
braziliano praia sandals
butterfly tattoo
car license
casio sheen
CK Be colourful cactus
those Converse shoes!
creative zen micro photo decent backpack!
more pretty berms
more pretty tops my 'N' tattoo
new hp
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more NUM tanktops
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