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And I'm depressed with a capital 'D'. Doesn't help that training had to go that way, found myself with a D for my first UT for IT Security and 3 of my new fishes died k =( Yati said prolly the temperature of the water. Sighs, its near the window lar so next time must draw the curtains when I go out. So how can I not feel depressed you tell me? SIGHS!!
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Some pics of what happened today (=
Me staring at the pretty flowers (=
Me and Jar in the fitting room HOHO! =X
Jill's flowers. (= Wrapped so nicely! AND SO PRETTY LAR!!
Us with the thing that takes our breath away!
The resentment still stays and the level of trust has hit rock bottom.
I don't know what to say neither do I know what to do anymore. Wished all these never happened. I hate being so fake knowing that I hate this so much yet I act as if nothing happened. Doesn't my actions show well enough what the hell I'm feeling? Body language in other words. Sorry, but I don't like this at all, not one bit. That made me leave early today and I still am hating it, SO SO MUCH! I did not want to stay on if not I'd have just flared up. Wonder why I'm taking it so badly lar. Sighs.
I'm tired lar. Woke up so early today for driving then headed down to Suntec for a damn redundant wait. I'm not happy lar then headed home along with Yati and Jar over with me to take my stuff for training. (=
The whole troop had the same practical session timing today as me lar. Emily, Rafidah, Liying and me. All my SSDC kakis. Haha. My eye caught Liying's name on the screen then realised maybe the rest are here so yeah I actually waited and saw all 3 names. HAHA. I had company! Drove passed Em so many times even out on the road lar!! FUN! I love driving kays!! Wheeeee. But manual leceh like hell. Don't like ar... Oh well, slowly, practice makes perfect. Hoho...And hees I got back the same instructor again (= HAPPY. Thank you Lord (= HEE. I'm loving it so much lalalala!
Alright, am going to head to bed now. Damn tired. Good night.