Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
All the best to RP Adroits. You guys are going to FUCKING start from scratch! Whatever we've built up has gone down the drain! But I guess since he has faith that the year 1s and the remainders are going to bring them victory in IVP, then let it be. I'll just wait and see. Well they got 6 months don't they? WE TOOK FUCKING DAMN 2 YEARS TO GET FREAKING 6TH POSITION! Get the picture anot? TAKE ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD MR ANG BUT LEAVE MY GOOD LUCK ALONE, I STILL WANT IT! NO WELL WISHES FROM ME!
In the meantime, I have more important things to attend to. WELL I'm in Year 3 and I'm SO SORRY if no one understands this fucking project we're going through. EH, just realised only Year 3s has it ar. Year 1s and Year 2s are damn free lar liddat. OH so why am I not surprised that they don't freaking understand? Oh ya, even facilitators and advisors and staff of RP don't have to go through this right? Do you guys freaking know what the hell is FYP? Okay, now I'm going to be shot at for not being able to MANAGE MY TIME WELL. But eh c'mon lar my project requires butts to freaking sit in the lab from fucking morning to 5plus lar just to monitor traffic from one PC to another! Oh you don't understand that too? THEN FORGET IT! I'm not a science student who just does research in the freaking library any other day and submit reports you know! HOW I WISH SEH! NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ANYTHING ANYMORE!
Enough la. Even if I didn't get kicked out, I'd have quit when this happened! BUT HEY GUESS WHAT I GOT KICKED OUT!
So now I have more time and breathing space to concentrate on other things! WELL DONE!
FUCK ALL THIS SHIT!
And to whoever's reading this and hates it, just get the fuck out of here! I don't need you at my blog anyways!
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