Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Alright here's an update for the past 2 days.
9th July.
Had lunchie with parents after church, yes I finally attended mass after how long =X And then we headed to the CCK cemetery to visit my grandpa. His death anni happens to be the same date as my birthday. Just that he left this world in 1978 and I came a few years later (lazy to calculate!). Then Dad send my Aunty home and dropped me off at Braddell MRT! And yeap headed to City Hall to meet Miss Ghui! The girl gave me a treat over at Seoul Garden! THANKIEW SO MUCH!! (: Just want to be how loving lar just 2 of us feasting. Unbelievable if you saw our table. It looked like 10 people was sitting there because of the amount of food we took! TSKK! But we enjoyd! =D Thankiew thankiew GHUI!

Then Fish came after that and we went to walk walk walk.
Had my countdown and headed to this restaurant bar at Pasir Ris with LEE JUN MAY! And heee had a cake. Strawberry Cheesecake wit my Heineken and ordered calamari! =D I had people at the next table who joind in the 'Happy Birthday' song as well. (: (: (: AND TADA I'm 20!! Hee thankiew LEE JUN MAY!

10th July.
School. Sheeeshh. Plenty wishes..THANKS EVERYONEEEE!! (: Left after 2nd meeting. Apparently we were supposed to visit a friend who was in critical condition at the hospital but nah, our friend became better and we decided to head to Wheelock's Fish & Co for lunch! (: 
Had the lunch treat for 2 and an order of Fried Calamari! (: The caesar salad with smoked salmon is soooooooooo damn good please!!! YUMS! Then we headed home because she wasn't feeling good so yeah. Fell asleep in the train ride to Yishun and as well as on the bus ride home. zZzZzz. Nap as soon as I got home till dinner time where my Mum cooked a lot a lot of fooddd. HEEE (: And I had 2 cakes, Brownie Cake and Cookies & Cream ice cream cakeee YUMS PLSS!! Then I just decided to head to bed like damn early.

What a fulfilling 20th!
THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO MADE IT HAPPEN! =D
11th July TODAY.
School as usual. UT, hur. Sucks lur. And the classmates surprised me, Anitha and Zul today with a pretty cake and it's really damn pretty and yummy too! (: Thanks so so much, really unexpecteddd. (: Thanks thanks thanks peoplee!

And I got my cactus from Siti Hajar! (: THANKIEW DARLINGGG!!

And headed to help Ghui taste her isotonic thingy. HUR. And headed for yummy food at Causeway Point then headed home.
I have a lot of things to say so please bear with me okay.
Feeling funny suddenly as I look through photos. Funny how we did not look as happy before and we look so much happier. I feel free around you now and I do not feel restricted anymore. Maybe the confidence of the relationship you had in mind for us is finally coming true, or should I say the level that our friendship is going to reach. Don't know what the future holds but I guess things are going to be so much better now. Agree with me? The time that I need from you to adjust to this totally different feeling will take awhile but you've been giving me so much time already that I guess I'll speed things up. Thanks.
And to another you. All these while, I did not mean anything to you, did I? I don't know what went wrong but I'm disappointed. So disappointed. Maybe we're better off this way. You're better off without me and it already shows, doesn't it? And I guess, I'd be better off without you too. I'm sorry that things has to come to this way. What we had was all a lie and it pains me so to say this..but goodbye. It may sound as if I'm blowing things out of proportion but I've had enough and the ignorance just gets to me. Don't talk me out of it because I've made up my mind. Thanks for the memories. I feel utterly bitter but I treasured this so much and it meant so much to me, this thing between you and me, but if it ain't gonna work out, what's the point... Sighs.
And I miss Girlfriend. Gives me a comforting feeling whenever I see her because of everything that's bugging me now. Just want to go up and hug her everytime I see her. You know lar just that feeling in your heart when you see someone and how your heart relaxes and everything just feels right suddenly. HAHA. Miss you baby! (:
K I have driving tomorrow morning and FYP after that. So I've talked too much and I think I'd better go! I miss training! And I can't wait for court training because we're gonna train with the juniors (: Miss them a lot!
Alright, stop stop stop. I'm leaving. Good night people. *HUGS.
Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand
And you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me
10:07 PM
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