Nothing but an empty page
Breathing in an open space
Captured by a moment's grace again
There is so much I left behind
Even more that waits in time
Everything so undefined
Standing on the edge of my fear
And I see it clear
Living life without a plan
Finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
All I want is something real
That I can feel
Saturday, July 08, 2006
I didn't have the strength to fight Suddenly you seemed so right Me and you What a feeling
I'm getting pretty excited about 13th July. Thanks to Cheryl who tempted me to go and now I'm really going lar!! Thought of what I'm going to say my Mum already. I HOPE IT WORKS!! Tsk ar Nic.
Anyways, FINALLY decided to head down to town today after I was done with part of the report and after ChengYan made me go down. Waited in school, got part of my report done and just hung around with Mw and Joey till bout 530pm and then headed to the mrt station to train down to town. Met JessYan Jas and Deb. (: We just filled the entire place with laughter. I laugh until I giddy lar SERIOUSLY! That Deb larrr my goodness freaking nonsense leh! BUT I ENJOYED MYSELF A LOT A LOT! Need it so badly and I got it! (: THANKIEW PEOPLE! Had nice little talks with them as well that taught me a lot a lot. And really you all mean so so so so so so much to me ok. (:
I'm going to be thick skin lar but I'm going to turn 20 on Monday leh!!! YOU ALL KNOW ANOT!!!!! I want to skip class and go out BUT I can't lurr! Skipped like twice already and I don't want to jeopardise my grades anymore so THINK TWICE NICKY! *thinking*
I want to start thinking emo. It's crazy how we'll only realise the importance of someone so dear to us when he/she completely walks out of our life. Like we take for advantage that he/she will always be there and therefore we treat he/she the way we do, of course I mean the bad way lur. Oh well I shall not say anything much. But I've learnt my lesson and all I can say is, TREASURE. Treasure what you have Nicky. And I will, try.
EYELIDS HEAVY! It's 2:36am. Time to go to sleep because there's a friendly at NTU, which is at the other end of Singapore, later in the day and it's off to work for me! SIGHS! =(
3 strap Neckermann sandals
bike license
braziliano praia sandals
butterfly tattoo
car license
casio sheen
CK Be colourful cactus
those Converse shoes!
creative zen micro photo decent backpack!
more pretty berms
more pretty tops my 'N' tattoo
new hp
nike dunks nike slippers
more NUM tanktops
tranquility